In God We Trust

So today I was looking through my emails when I found this one email. One of my Dunlap friends had sent it to me so I listened to it. It is bye Diamond Rio. They performed it at one concert and immediately got a standing ovation. The thing is that according to the goverment it is politically incorrect. According to me, who gives a care about politics and being politically correct?????? NOT ME!!!!!!!!



Diamond Rio Song

You place our hand on His bible
when you swear to tell the truth

His name is on our greatest
monuments, and all our money,too.

And when we pledge allegiance...
there's no doubt where we stand.

There's no seperation...we're one
nation under Him


Chorus: In God we still trust...Here in America
He's the one we turn to every time the going gets rough
He is the source of all our strength, the one who watches over us,
Here in America...In God we still trust...

Now there are those among
us- who want to push Him out

And erase His name from
everything this country's all about

From the schoolhouse, to the
courthouse they're silencing His word

Now it's time for all believers to
make our voices heard

Chorus: In God we still trust....Here in America
He's the one we turn to every time the going gets rough
He's the source of all our strength, the one who watches over us,
Here in America...In God we still trust

Here in America...
Here in America...
Here in America...
In God We Still Trust...
Here in America...
In God We Still Trust...
Here in America...
In God We Still Trust...





So I thought the words are really true. We use God's word to make sure people tell the truth in court, but people still lie and pretend God doesn't know. Most important landmarks say "In God We Trust" on them. All of our coins and bills say "In God We Trust" on them. We say "under God" in the Pledge of Allegiance and that shows our country is a GODLY country. People like Hilary Clinton and Barack Obama don't want God to stay part of this country - they want room for everybody's religion whether we believe that they're religion is correct or not. People like them are trying to make this a totally free country that is different - a country that doesn't rely on God. Our schools are making it so we can't pray and can't speak his word - yet we can use vulgar words and dress inappropriately and drink and smoke and a ton of other bad things. The courts/goverment is making it so if we say God's name while in court, we are considered to be offending others beliefs. True Christians are becoming hard to find because so few let their voice be heard....but we still trust in God in America. We still trust in God.

Smurfs

So this is going to be one of my *lighter* posts. How many people clicked the Want to entertain an idiot? Click here ............ button? I would have too....I'm way too blonde. Right now I Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo just want to sit down, watch tv, vege, and eat 3 bowls of popcorn. But sadly, we're out of popcorn, my dad is choosing tv, and I am not allowed to vege into I finish my homework which isn't due until Tuesday. WOW. So ya. Quest was good. Better than usual. And Kaitlin, no it was not because the High Schoolers were there. Even though the music was better than usual..... Undignified rocked but for some reason I got the feeling that the band got lost and then found their spot. The message was good. I just finished reading a few more good books - Choice Summer is about a girl who gets pregnant and doesn't know what to do. Yeah it seems weird but it was good. The Mailbox was also very good. It was about a boy who lives with his uncle, his parents are dead and he is an only child, and one day when he comes home from school his uncle is dead. The next day the body is gone and their is a note in the mailbox, Hint the name The Mailbox, so he starts trusting this stranger. The book is all about the predicament. Both of the books are very touching. Oh and for those people, like Kaitlin, who want a *lighter* book, So Super Starry and Walk Two Moons are good. I won't tell you what they're about but they're really good too. Ha Ha.
Kaitlin - Blue hat; Serenade.

Omg I am sooooooooo rolling on the floor laughing right now. Anyway. So ya.



Poll 6

So what color do Smurf's faces turn when they hold their breath?!?!?!?

1) Blue - no idea how that could happen so please explain
2) Red
3) Purple
4) Yellow
5) Green
6) Orange
7) White
8) Black
9) Silver
10) Pink
11) Tan
12) Plaid
13) Maroon
14) Gold
15) Aquamarine
16) Mauve
17) Some other color that for some reason I left out



So choose a color, and choose wisely. Love you all.

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Friendships

So Abby you told me not to comment. So i'm not.. i'm blogging. I just want to say that I haven't lost all hope, in me or you. I mean, at times we've gone through rough spots.. and haven't had the best connection with each other. But after almost 6 years of friendship we've made it through. And I know that I don't always tell you everything and you don't always tell me everything, but I hope that in the future we will. I mean there's times where I feel like no one can listen, but I hope and I know that you will be there. And it's just sometimes both of us say the wrong things.. but we've learned to forgive each other. And even though we've been through a lot, that's why I value our friendship so much. I think maybe we should spend some time soon talking out our problems.. because I know we will always be there for each other. I love you Abby! I'm so glad I have you! If you or anyone else needs to talk I'm always here! Lylas! And to any guys reading this Lylab. Thank you to everyone for being my friend. I would be lost without every single one of my friends.

~Kaitlin~

Just a few quotes....................................................................................................

Just some quotes.........................


Someone should sue disney for putting the idea in a little girls mind that everyone has a prince charming and they are going live happly ever after.


Success is the ability to go from failure to failure and not lose enthusuiasm.


How can you keep an idiot busy? Click Here to find out...


Someday my prince will come he just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is to stubborn to ask for directions.


Inventions rejected: fireproof matches
instant water - just add water!


What color would a smurf turn if he held his breath?? I mean he's blue, and humans turn blue when they hold their breaths, so what color would he turn????


Ha Ha some stupid/funny inventions out there. I'm in a better mood! TTYL

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Just thinking....and talking....

So I'm sitting at my computer right now and thinking. I seem to be looking from the outside at my friends who are caving under stress and on the inside at myself. Everyone is caving in. I'm watching Treasure Planet and right now they're playing the song in which the lyrics say, "I want a moment to be real. I want to touch things I can't feel." "I want this because I'm still here. I'm still here. I'm still here. And I'm still here." And that's how I feel right now. I feel like no matter what happens, I'm still losing someone, whether it be friend, acquaintence, family member, or someone my friends know. Sabha is moving to Chicago. Morgan is moving to live with her mom. Jeremiah's moving to Michigan. And I feel like I'm moving because nobody knows how I feel. I mean I feel like I'm putting on a mask for my friends so they like me. I mean, how I act in front of my school friends and church friends is totally different - at church I seem to have all these stupid girl problems that everyone go to, and at school everyone things my life is perfect except for an occasional death or not getting something or stuff like that. Nobody at Dunlap knows the real me. And nobody at church, even though it pains me to say it, know me either. Kaitlin, we have been friends since 2nd grade and you still don't know everything I've been through, because last year I didn't tell anyone anything and I was completely disconnected from everybody. I don't think I even know myself anymore.

A few years ago I was that girl a different girl - strong minded but not to strong. I would stand up for my beliefs. Nobody could change what I thought. Unless they really tried. And people did. I started to lose touch with God. I started to lose touch with my beliefs. I didn't have the same values or anything.

And now I am so different - still strong minded but now even stronger. Nobody can ever change my thought on things. I am sort of immune to preps pressuring me. I'm stronger in my walk with God. I pray more. But I've lost friends. So many friends all over silly things. All because of somethings I've said that i didn't mean that I said in haste.


I'm not being successful right now - not by my definition. To me being successful is when you have the ability to go from failure to failure and not lose enthusiasm. But I've failed so many times and I have lost so much enthusiasm that I'm really not being a successful person like I should be - Like we ALL should be.

So I've been talking too much. I haven't said all that I wanted to say but that's all right. I can talk later. Please do NOT leave a comment because I really don't feel like having people try to help me be lifted up and feel better when they need them encouragement even more. I mean, I have the strength to carry on right now but so many others don't. Talk to me if you need to talk. I'll be there.

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Poll 5

So ya...ThIS IS POLL 5!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait for polls 7 (7th grade), 8 (8th grade), 12 (12 years old), and 13 (13 years....can't wait for that!!!!!!!)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so ya........POLL 5!!!!!!!!!!!!

* screams really loud and Kaitlin can hear it!!!!!!!!!!*

Poll 5

Would you rather.....

1) Be turned down for a musical group/choir.

OR

2) Be turned down for a band.

OR

3) Be turned down on a book or a poem you wrote.



I personally am not sure. Leave one.

Quest

So before I went to Quest today I went to Harvest Bible Chapel. It was a good message. Pastor Kent Smith gave it. It was about forgiveness and why would should and a bunch of stuff. After that I went to Quest. It was really good. It was about The Good Samaritan. I see myself as the Samaritan sometimes, the victim or whatever you want to call it sometimes, and most of the times I see my self as the Priest/Levite. I AM trying to change it but I often pass by those in need, unless I know them, thinking they don't need MY help. That they need SOMEONE ELSE'S help. Quest was fun though. I played Taylor and Jeremiah in Connect Four. Somehow I got pushed onto the other side of the circle all alone....How did that happen???? Wever. My mom won't be serving in k/1 with me when she gets her full-time job so I am trying to find someone else to teach/story tell with me. Taylor might be able to. That would rock. If any of you guys are interested, it is REALLY fun. All you have to do is serve once a month for all 3 services. Only once a month. And then you get to teach the message to the kids!!! It isn't hard at all. You can have notes in the bible like my mom! After that you get to lead worship with them. They follow WHATEVER you do no matter if you lay down on the floor or you pick your nose - LOL. If you don't believe me ask Jeremiah. He was there one night when we were doing the Saturday service and he got to see us do music. I couldn't stop laughing during "Everyday" because he was imitating us in the motions. It is Very Very Very Fun!!!!! If any of you people reading this are even THINKING about it and want to see a script of what we have to learn, just ask and you can see the first one in which I got to be a camel vallet. Yes, a camel valet. And I got to meet the Men in White. It was.....interesting. LOL. So ya. Tomorrow I recieve my grade on my science project - Not looking forward to that. Well, I gtg. Lylas all of you. I'll post a poll then get off.

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Ha Ha

So I just feel like laughing right now. Laughing at a lot of things. Laughing out how blonde I can act. Laughing about how boys and girls try to impress each other but then a few years later their just like,"Forget that ever happend?? Good, I want to, too." So ya I REALLY feel like laughing right now. Listening to a bunch of veggie tale songs right now and I just want to cry out to the writers,"WHAT WERE YOU THINKING???" Of course if their aim was to get me to laugh, that's another story. So if you talk to me today and I just BURST out laughing, tell me to share what is so funny and even if it isn't, laugh along so I don't feel like a complete dork for laughing at stupid things. So ya. Maybe blog later but I REALLY doubt it. TTYL to some.

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Mashed Potatoes

Hey people. Sorry I haven't posted on here in a while! Just want to say glad I went to church last night.. even if it wasn't as fun as we thought it would be. Yeah answer Abby's poll. I picked 3 because I would rather eat my mashed potatoes =) yeah that's just me. So basically hmm let me think of an inside joke with abby so she won't be sadical. Hmm.. how about the whole who's blonder thing that was funny. It's okay we are all blonde at times. Lylas always and forever.
~Kaitlin~

Poll 4 - I think

So I really don't feel like posting. So I'll post a poll. Poll 4 i think but..........................Here it is :

Poll 4

Would you rather.......
1) Pluck a rooster
2) Not be good at Ping-Pong
3) Never throw your mashed potatoes up against a wall
4) Kiss a chipmunk
5) Get head lice
6) Lick a spark-plug
7) Sniff a stink-bug
8) Paint daisies on a big red rubber ball
9) Bathe in yogurt
10) Look bad in leggings


Choose your choice WISELY. I think that out of these I would like to bathe in yogurt. LOL. anyway so that is the poll - curtesy of Relient K's "We are the pirates who don't do anything" (Larry the Cucumber's part). So ya. That it is all. If you could, please everyone pick a different one. Ha ha. anyway. bye

Lots of Love
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~ Abbygayle Irene Anderson (Don't you LOVE my name? I think it is too....grown up though) ~

Judgement

Awwwwwwwwwwww! You guys are so sweet and forgiving :) So thanx. I am going to type some part of another story. I think it is going to be near the end :

She said to him,"Why are you in here?" He turned around and pointed his gun.
"I'm going to ask you one question. Answer it a way I don't like and you'll be dead before you can say 'that was a mistake'. Answer it any other way and...I'll let you go."
"What's the question?" asked Ally.
I could see her shaking in fear behind her super-ficial mask she was hiding behind. I knew it was just a cover-up so she didn't seem meak or weak. But she was strong no matter how scared she really was.
"The question is...Are you a Christian? I mean, Do you believe in God?"
"What do you mean? There are many types of Christians out there, Disciples, Catholics, and Presbyterian ones to name a few. But if your asking if I am a disciple of God..."
"Yes. That is the question. Now answer before a shoot you for talking to long."
"To tell the truth, I know your going to shoot me if I answer the question truthfully. Please give me a second please," she turned and looked straight at me,"Kristin, tell everyone not that I love them but if they wouldn't take my place right now and die for God in my place, then they are not a TRUE christian. I am not going to deny the lord. It is my turn to go. I am a disciple of God, let his will be done, not mine."
A shot rang out across the library and Ally fell to the ground, dead. Peter fled through the door way, running for his life, knowing he had to get away or he would die for commiting murder. I walked over to where Ally lay and on her face there was a smile. Not a smile like she was happy to leave her enemies or like she had tricked someone but a genuine smile because she had done what she had needed to do for God in life.

So what do you think??? I don't know about it but I think it is ok so far. If you can't tell, it would be a Christian story. It will be called Judgement. So ya. Thanx for forgiving me everyone. Even if u would have done the same....still thank you for forgiveness. It is one of the best gifts I have ever recieved. Well I have to get off. Lots of Love you guys. ~Abby~

Poll 3

This is just a poll for you guys to read.

Poll 3

Do you think I am...

1) A huge jerk for how mean I have been.
2) Totally selfish.
3) Courageous for telling Lizzie the truth.
4) A mix of these and other emotions/feelings.

Leave one. If you think I am something else just post that.
Lots of Love Forever, Abby

Confusion and Destruction

She looks
She sees
She's jealous of their happiness
She had let him go
No intentions of him starting over
She still loves him
With all of her heart
Even though they're not together
Doesn't matter to her
She regrets her decision
Wish she hadn't made it
But they look so happy together....
So why can't she be happy for them?
Of THEIR love?
Of THEIR happiness?
Because she still loves him with all of her heart


The title of this poem is Confusion. Lizzie I need to tell you. These are my feelings. When you and Jeremiah started going out I got jealous. I still had feelings. I AM getting over it. I'm sorry I kept it from you. I had to tell you though... I couldn't hurt you over a guy. I didn't want to break you apart in case he still liked me so I didn't tell him....I don't regret it either because you guys were great. Don't be mad at me because of this. Please don't hate me either. If you need to be mad, that is ok. It's probably just my hormones raging but whatever. I AM truly sorry. I just didn't want to hide this from you. You deserve to know and I know I am a jerk for this but I am just so sorry. I shouldn't have let myself still like him. Anyway. So this post is just saying sorry to you. Maybe you won't be mad at me on Wednesday? Perhaps. I will be praying to God to forgive me and for you not to hate me for my irresponsible actions. Hope you understand. I know that sounds mean. Well. I am sorry if you think I backstabbed you too. I really am. Well I have to get off. Please forgive me if I can. I broke the number one rule of friendship - I let a guy come between us. So yeah. Bye. Thanks for reading this and knowing the truth.

Your horrible friend, Abby

Morning

O.K. So while everyone else is at Church and Reality, Here I sit all alone at my computer. I can imagine it now. Brian is probably doing announcements, a game, or small group right now. Kaitlin has a smile on her face but is wondering where I am. Everybody else is thinking that I just didn't feel like coming but I forgot to tell someone. But that isn't the truth. Really it isn't. I wanted to come so bad. But we went to the 9:00 church service at another place an hour away and it didn't let out until 10:30 so I didn't get to come. I am SO not avoiding you guys because you guys are always there for me so why WOULD I? Anyway I am sure you are all having fun without me there. Maybe Miah is there, maybe not. If he was, I feel bad I missed him but I will see him on Wednesday Quest. The bad thing about this is that I didn't really care that I missed Quest. The first thing I thought I would miss would be you guys. But that is it. I did't miss the music, just the people making. I didn't miss the message because at the church we went to the Pastor there, Pastor Cary, did a great message on marriage that I understood although I am totallly NOT married. I saw Drew Smith (Kent Smith's son) there because that is the church they moved to. It is called Harvest Bible Chapel and is at Morton High School. It was really a good service. They did "One Way" so I really didn't have a reason to miss the songs. I feel totally bad about the fact that I almost didn't miss you all. I am so glad I DID miss you though. So that is all I'm going to post right now. I'll post later
Abby

BFFL

Hey this is Kaitlin! Abby let me be able to post on her blog! Abby is one of the best people I have ever met! She is always there for me, and although we have our ups and downs, we still have a strong friendship. She is doing a good job on her blog so far... lylas, je t'aime, 831 Y

~Kaitlin~

Blah

So I don't really feel like posting. I am talking to Kaitlin right now. I am really ecstatic, although I don't really show it, about Jeremiah being here tomorrow and wednesday. Can't wait to see you :) Anyway so I am like blah. Don't really want to post but HEY? who cares. Your reading what I don't want to type but am typing, although to you it would be was typing, anyway. So. No poem today. Not even a little one. Maybe I'll post later but I doubt it because I have science homework to do.
Je t'aime and 831. Abby

River Run

So yeah. I forgot to post. Such a blonde move. Kaitlin, Have you forgot to post? Whatever. Wever. I am like so ugh right now. I don't know WHAT I feel like. I mean I am like super grateful I don't go to school or live in some 3rd World Country. And I am happy that my parents are together and that I go to Dunlap and that I have some great friends. But I am super mad at imbasuls who go to Quest and call themselves Christians but they talk through the message and laugh at pain. I am also like super sad that our country could totally just be ruined with the next election because our next President doesn't stand up for what they believe in. I am soooooooo confused right now to because if I can't simply make up my mind on how I feel, how am I going to ever get anywhere in life?? I mean you need to be able to make choices in life and if I can't make simple choices of how I'm feeling, I won't be able to do anything. I don't get how I can type out 2 pages and my hands won't hurt even if I type for 2 hours straight but I can't write for 1 hour before my hands get cramps!! How did that happen???!!! And I can't believe no one emailed me and told me to post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Did you guys expect me to post at 11:30 at night??????? My sister is hitting and pinching my brother right now, LOL! So instead of a poem or a quote today, I am going to type up some of my story for all of you people to read. So here it is:

River Run
My name is River. The Earth is dying. Judgement Day is coming. Right now my people are at war. I am sorry to dump all of this on you but it is so hard to contain myself. Leader, his name is Lake, is my father. He didn't want to go to war and he wants to end it. But that is not possible. The Malney village refuses to make peace. They have wiped out every village on the Earth, except for ours. We were hiding in the ruins of other villages while the Malney destroyed.
My brother is fighting. He could die, but he is risking it for our village. He is fighting so the village will let our youngest sister, Brook, live. My parents, Lake and Stream, have violated the rule of having only 3 children. The punishment should be the death of our whole family, but since my father is the leader of our village there wil be an exception made as long as my brother fights. Father will not allow me to fight too though. If my eldest brother, the one who is fighting, Sea, dies then I will grow up to lead the village. The war WILL end if Sea dies. If Sea dies then our village will be so filled with rage that they will destroy the Malney village and leave no survivors.
Some call me cold hearted, but I do not want my brother killed and I do not want to destroy the Malney village. The war was started so Judgement Day would approach. Its said that only one village will survive Judgement Day, and that only one village will live to even see the beginning of it.....
So that is the beginning of my story, River Run. To sum it up, It is about a girl named River who must lead her village to survive Judgement Day and the Final War once her father and brother dies. I really am enjoying writing it although I am not that war. Post some ideas for continuing or just things you want me to add to it. OH YEAH. River has friends named Sky, who will bear one of the seven losses - the loss of pain, and Cloud, Sky's sister who will bear another of the seven losses - the loss of death and war. And River will eventually fall in love with Cloud and lead the village with him!!!!!!!

So to the real world. I have been writing little bits and pieces (I KNOW that sounds old fashioned) of the story. And I am bored right now. So I am going to stop typing and let you guys read this post later, which would be now for you but later for me because of time and space diminsion stuff. So........ Hate to confuse you. Anyway. 831 ~Abby~

Yesterday

So I forgot to post. I am so sorry. I am like totally bad at this. I went swimming yesterday so I was totally tired and light-headed. So. My poem from yesterday is something I wrote which is:
LOVE
He smiles
She smiles
They share a special secret
They don't think that
Anybody notices
But the truth
Is that everyone sees
Does it look like LOVE
They wonder in their hearts
They want to hide it
Until they can't no more
But everybody already knows
That they're in LOVE

So that is my poem from Yesterday
~Abby~

831

So Good morning everyone. I just feel so run down like I'm living in a rut and following the same routine. But I'm not. So its weird. Anyway. So today it won't be a poem, it's a poetic (to me) quote:
831
831 means I love you
8 letters
3 words
1 meaning

i think it's cute. Surprisingly I just found out my fav. number is 831 and time is 8:31 p.m. and a.m. So ya. 831 you guys. If you haven't noticed the title of all my posts are the titles of the poems/quotes. so i am run down right now. I don't like spring break because none of my friends are home and all my friends who are are fighting so it would just be awkward like i was taking sides if i hung out with one of them. I am listening to zoegirl a lot right now. they are really good and i really loe their music. Kaitlin - if you want to you could borrow the c.d. that has dismissed and plain and give me one reason and other songs. they are about love and they really have helped me through my hard times. they are slowly but surely helping me out of this rut i am in like god is helping me to. i'm going to get off, listen to some more of their music, and find more quotes i like.
831 everyone, Abby

Hidden Feelings

I feel so lonely right now. I mean, everyone else who doesn't go to Dunlap is at school. Stupid spring break. I am sooooooooo bored and my brother keeps screaming at my sister. It's a WOW-WHY-ARE-YOU-DOING-THAT moment. Ya. So while you people (such as Kaitlin) I get to sit at home and be bored. Now I KNOW your thinking HOW COULD YOU BE BORED WHEN YOUR ON THE COMPUTER? or THE T.V. IS RIGHT THERE, WATCH IT!!!. But I don't want to. I mean, tv is fun to watch but i've been doing that ALL week. It is so stupid now. I know this is dumb, but did anyone see the new Naked Brother's Band?? I know you all are probably reading this and like, WHY DOES SHE WATCH THAT?? Well, I thought it was cute, but that probably doesn't matter. Rosalina is so sweet to Nat. And Nat is soooooooooooo cute for an 11 year old. Soooooooooooo. Here is my poem for today, I did not write it :

Hidden Feelings

There's a girl

Who is secretly

In love, her secret

Being she can't tell

Anyone

Why?

They'd all laugh

And be shocked. The

Boy well he'd never

Give her a second look

She's all confused and

All mixed up. Why does

She feel this way?

All she knows is when

She's with him, she's free.

Free to be who she is

And to be happy.

She just wants to be

With him, to be able to

Tell him how she feels

For him to feel the way

She does

But she'll never be able

To express her love, she'll

Shelter it in her heart for

Always

She's loved him so long

So that is my poem of the day. I have felt that way sooooo many times. Its kind of hard to remember some specifically. Don't ask me WHY I picked a poem about love, i just decided to because..........because love seems to be something EVERYONE (except for Alex, sorry) are falling in. Ok, so I am to, but I am not telling who <3. http://www.lyricsdomain.com/26/zoegirl/plain.html so PLEASE go read them. So. Ya. Now I am bored. Maybe I will blog later JUST so I can have fun. Bye Everyone

Zoegirl fan Abby Anderson

Defiance??

So. I am feeling weird right now. I am feeling surprised, I think. I just finished watching Pirates of the Caribbean and I am just like WOW. That was a FANTABULOUS ending(yes i did just make up a word). I am also feeling surprised because Kaitlin and i were reading blonde jokes. That isn't the surprising part though. The surprising thing is that we actually got where the blondes were coming from. Or maybe that was just me. Ok. So I promise that I will ALWAYS post a poem from now on, whether it be mine or not. Here is todays :

I don't want to listen any more
I want to defy the way you think

I don't want to listen to the rules
They hold me back so much

I don't want to live this way
Following God is what I should be doing

I don't want to live without God
Doing that will just bring myself and others down

So the title of my poem is Defiance?? and if you like it please comment. I am sort of feeling defiant because, i mean, look at our country. We call ourselves a "free country" but Christians are stereotyped like everything else and that isn't really "free". I feel lucky that America allows us to have free choice in many things but for things like abortion and gays and lesbians I really wish those things would just go away. Our country WILL fall to its knees before God eventually and I am so tired of people like Hilary Clinton and Barack Obama that won't make a stand for what they believe in because they are politicans. And even George W. Bush because although he calls himself a christian, he isn't one based on his actions. I mean, come on, Have YOU ever seen him go to some church in America and tell them about HIS walk with God?? Or encourage teen believers to keep fighting for what we believe in?? I haven't. So like I said, Defiance?? is the title of my poem and if you like it or even if you don't just comment on it.

Thanks for reading today's post :) (: :) (: Abby :) (: :) (:

Set me Free.

Sooooooooooooo. I am going to type my poem I wrote. Please comment on it.


Set Me Free

Set me Free
Just set me free
I want to fly again

I want to be independent
Not strapped on your wings

I am a bird, not a creature on the ground
I need to fly
Just let me one more time

Set me free
Oh, set me free
I want to fly again

I want to be independent
To stand on my own feet
To feel once again

Anybody like it?? I was bored. Anyway. So. I am feeling so trapped right now. Like everyone is making me choices for me. I mean, yeah, it's really my choice but i feel like it isn't. It is so weird for me. I feel like, a trapped bird like in my poem that can't fly because it is trapped by the rain. I hate feeling that way so much. If anybody can help me to feel better, PLEASE TELL ME. So. Leave a post. Talk to me. So TTYL to all of you guys. Lylas and lylab. <3>

~Abby~

P.S. Poll 2

Would you rather be....

1) Hated by the one you love.

2) Loved by the one you hate.

I would pick two because I would be able to adjust to someone who I don't like liking me but I would never be able to fix that spot in my heart that would hurt because I was hated by the one I love.

Good Morning

Good morning everyone. Soooooooooo tired right now. So I am just going to talk. Right now I'm writing a story. It is kind of based on my life but not really. It is about a girl named River who lives in the last village on earth and how her village survives judgement day and prevents the end of the world. She eventually becomes the Leader of her village and it is the account of her story. It will be called River Run or River. Please post what you think I should name it. If you have another idea just type that one. Feel free to comment. :)

So I have a poll for you guys. Please answer it.
Poll 1
What would you rather do?
1) Tell the person you like that you like them and hope for the best.
2) Spend your whole life wondering whether they like you back or not.
3) Have your friends tell the person you like that you like them.
4) Give up on the person because you don't think it would work.

Personally I would do number 1 but that is just me because I can't stand to not know things and I would rather them not like me then have them endure what I am enduring. <3>

Thanks for checking my blog, Abby Anderson

Boringness

so totally bored right now. can't do anything fun. someone tell me to write about something. I need air! *suffocating at the computer* HELP!!!!!!!!!!! I AM WRITING RANDOM POSTS! MY RANDOM BLONDENESS MUST BE KICKING IN! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
That is so not cool. Now you know I am bored. What shall I do? What shall I do? I could draw but I don't feel like it. I shall write poetry!!! *thinks and makes up an idea for a poem *

Nothingness

I'm being closed in
In my own place
How am I
To get out of this place?

Do I run?
Do I hide?
I just need to take
a deep breath inside.

So nothingness
Is coming again
All I have is a peice
of paper and a pen

I will write, I guess
About my feelings right now
Instead of there being nothingness,
there will be nothing but what I allow

The nothingness is leaving
Thingness is here to stay
Perhaps I will last
Another Day


Thank you, Thank you. That was all spur of the moment. I do accept candy and flowers and money! I shall be back tomorrow with another performance. To get down to business, If I do not post for one day then email me at smartblonde4ever@gmail.com. If I do not post for two days, email me and yell at me to post. If I do not post for three days, Email me a super long letter that will take me FOREVER to read. If I do not post for four days, email me another email but this time just type Blog girl or the evil munchkin known as your brother will have to sleep in your room again!! And if I do not post for five days, call me at (309) 589-0103 and ask me POLITELY why I haven't been blogging. Please include the words: tamale, hearts, and , and purple. IF YOU DO NOT I WILL NOT TAKE YOU SERIOUSLY.


Thank you all for reading my super long post. Feel free to comment. I WOULD APPRECIATE IF YOU WOULD COMMENT *hint hint cough cough wink wink smirk smirk *

Welcome

Hello and welcome to my blog. Hate to start pouring out my thoughts out already but, this is a blog about my thoughts. I am sad, confused, mad, happy, and hyper?! I am sad Kaitlin is in Florida, although she is having fun, and that Jeremiah has moved. I am confused about my feelings, DUH! I am mad that I have to share my room with my brother for 3 days. *shudder*. I am happy jeremiah will be back on sunday. I am hyper because i just ate a ton of FUDGE. GO FUDGE. Anyway so i am confused right now. Thanks for "tuning in". Love my friends lots, <3